:: Blog@Uttiya ::

For the last few days, M and I have been having unnecessary arguments. I dont know why, but I keep losing my cool with her. It just takes a tiny spark to provoke it. Why??

I hope that I can get to grips soon. She finally has a webcam that works, so maybe we can see each other and I will be calmer and happier.

I love her so much. I do hope that we will have a wonderful road ahead!

Feeling better now. The medicines worked GREAT!!!!! Nothing can beat Indian Pharmaceuticals!!!

Feeling down for a few days. Upset stomach, fever and what not. Not sure if the food, weather or the travel is to blame. Or is it that I am just lovesick?

Define the happiest man. Well, once you fall in love, your parents agree and you finally get engaged with everyones blessings, then you are the happeist man.

I am now the happiest man!!!!

I am really tired of all this. So much ego and demands from either side, that I just don’t understand if people want my happiness or their own egos to be massaged. I just dont know what to do.

I think the day is coming when a few home truths will need to be addressed. The day is coming when there will be showdown.

Today, finally I have decided. She is the one for me! Love is a wonderful feeling. Two strangers sitting thousands of miles away can fall in love over chat! The miracles of technology!!!

Right now, I am nervous as hell. The family is having a meeting that I cannot see and they are talking about things i have no idea of. I do hope that it all goes well. I do love this girl and I can see a future with her.

Well, its not long now. I never thought that it would take just a few hours for me to fall hopelessly for someone, but miracles do happen. There is someone and I hope it works out. I love her!