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Talked to M in the night yesterday. Felt nice. Simple nothings were exchanged, because we are getting into the groove again.

Working on a few things now. Work is busy but oddly satisfying. Came back exhausted from work a few days ago and mom says “This is the price you pay for being important”. Am I that important? Well, If I am, it hasn’t sunk in yet. More things yet to come.

Me and M had a big argument the other day. We started off well enough, but I finally broke down after I realised that the communication was stilted, to say the least.

I am just not used to a having small talk. For me, conversations are long and involved, with space for each other. Somehow, being far apart means that conversations cannot be had the same way. As the things got heated, Mamai got so tired for the bickering that she came in and put an end to it firmly (a bit too firmly for M). And now we are having a communication blackout. She doesnt want to talk and I understand why.

Love comes with its own unique flavors for everyone. To me and M, it has come in a very different way. Strangely though, there is a lot more that makes us a good couple, but we are just focussed on our diffeences rather than our shared loves. Where and how will this change? What do we need to make it change? Maybe if we just listen to each other a little more.

Am right now in Beijing, starting up a new project. Arrived here yesterday, after a rather painful flight (delays and crappy service). The start of a new project is always a proud moment and today was no exception.

Mom is in Shanghai. A bit worried about her. On the other hand, M overcame one of her top fears yesterday. Way to go M!!!!